finally finished moving this weekend. have spent every waking hour inhaling dust, household cleansers, and nicotine. said goodbye to rickety old apartment, lovely neighbors, and neighborhood cat, abdul. (will miss him most.)
once shiny new apartment is now buried in boxes. but soon i will catch up with the rest of my life. soon i’ll have a place for everything and everything in its place. soon i will re-establish a healthy routine. soon i’ll be able to remember everything i need to do. soon i will feel “normal” again. soon i’ll start to feel restless with all the stability in my life. soon i’ll be craving some kind of crazy disruption to keep things interesting. soon i’ll need to turn things upside down again. soon.